Last week was a stormy week for me. May be it was my fault but may not. I just want to protect what is mine and what's promised. I guess it's true that the closer the day gets there's more turbulance to face. As much as I am willing to face the challenge(s) there is one thing that I really cannot tolerate --- lies and betrayal. I felt then like history repeats itself and I was really not willing to go through that turmoil again. I want my happiness and peace both in life and relationship. What I don't understand is why must there be people who would want to ruin other people's whether it is with intention or innocently spiked. Well, thank Allah, things were able to work out for the sake of love. I hope our love will last all these turbulence, sayang. May Allah always bless what we have with all HIS love and passion. -- Amin.

Sayang,

You are the man that walked into my life,
You changed everything from wrong to right,
You make me happy, when I'm sad,
You tell me things to make me glad,

You love me, even though we're not together,
You promised me- always and forever,
You stayed with me, even though we're apart,
You always keep me in your loving heart,

Looking upon the stars tonight,
Holding your picture close and tight,
Hoping that you're thinking of me,
Wishing our love will always be,

I hope you know that my love is for real,
It's not some game that someone can steal,
Deep in my heart I know it's true,
That I will always, always love you. . .

It was a very trying day for me yesterday -- interesting but trying...looking for the suitable material for my wedding dress...especially when I got to the store...when you had something in mind but your hands ended up touching something else Lucky thing I brought along someone who I can count on to rationalise things. Gosh it, really wasn't easy. Even that, I didn't managed to complete the whole buy, because I want things to be right if not perfect. Who wouldn't want it to be, yes? It's for one of the important day of my life. Even my darling better half was concerned about his appearance. Nevertheless, part of the mission was accomplished -- bought the material but just need to decide on the lace and the 'tudung'...hmmmm.....next stop...errr...more recce?

These are my 3 'spiderman'. They are of the age 5-6 years old. Interesting characters I have in class. From the right -- One used to not being able to look you in the eyes when talking to you. Always a dreamer but never mistaken for it for he is always listening to what is going on in class. A bit shy but very sensitive and not afraid to share his thoughts and feelings when coaxed. The other one is very manipulative. Has the tendecy to wrap his mom around his little finger. But he is coming around now. I guess age and vanity goes a long way. The last one has a strong drive to learn but hampered by language and speechticks. But the drive in him makes him better each day. Kids are being kids and boys will be boys. Who says we cannot learn anything from them.

These array of food are really mouth-watering and if you mind the calories in it, it sure is a bliss to enjoy them. But then, who cares right, sometimes we need to indulge ourselves in these lovely dishes.